I have turned my front room into my personal packing room lol. I still have soo much to do and I leave on Thursday. Tomorrow is my last day of work… it went by slow for so long and now it feels awkward that it is over.
This was me and my bff Emily over the last week. She just left for her new home in Arizona. I miss her… her friendship means the world to me and she always puts a smile on my face. I was upset one night this past week and called her at 9 pm to go out with me when she worked at 4 am.. she is Always there for me. So Ben take care of her and I am so happy she found you. I am glad you are happy and can’t wait for our first skype date. I love you and miss you. :)
Joe got his wings and graduated from airborne yesterday. He is now in North Carolina :) I can’t wait to be there with him.
We are going to North Carolina! :) My last day of work is the 24th! :) Then we will leave on the 26th. My dad is going to drive me down there and help me out with everything. Such a long drive.. I thought 13 hours to Colorado was bad but now we get to drive 35 hours and 31 minutes. So anxious to just be there already!
Dear Joe,
I know you will read this at some point so I just wanted to tell you how I’m feeling tonight. We had a big argument today and I hate being upset with each other. You are my best friend love. I want to say thank you for putting up with all my tears, bitchyness, emotionalness, and arguments. I know I can be a lot sometimes and I am sooo happy I found someone who will just be there and listen. Then give me lots of love :P I want to explain that a lot of me freaking out today was being nervous about Anchorage. I know what we signed up for deciding to get married and I love that I’m taking this ride with you Joe. I just had finally settled in on the idea of the east coast and now we are putting Canada between us and here. I’m not saying that is a bad thing, just that I am scared. I know wherever we go together I will be happy but I need some slack while I adjust. I love you so much and I am so lucky to have you. I will always be thankful that we found each other. I know Anchorage isn’t 100% so I’m trying to be patient, you know how bad I am at that :P I went out with Emily tonight and she helped me talk through some things too. I will stand by your side and I know you will do the same. You are the most loving, caring, sexy, devoted, amazing man I could have ever asked for. I have no reason to freak out on you… I just get caught up in things some times. I love you Joe.. Forever and ever <3 Kisses. Good luck on your last jump and I am sooo proud of you. :) Mine nummys :)
Hello snow… I may be seeing you soon.
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I just found out we might be going to Anchorage, Alaska… instead of North Carolina. I’m freaking out and trying to be okay with the fact that I may have another country between me and home. Joe posts on facebook “So I could go to Alaska?”….. I don’t know why this upset me so much. Maybeee because 1. Im already freaking out and wanted to discuss it with him before everyone and their mother knew, 2. because this girl that I don’t like is writing on his post that she will be in Alaska too, great!! 3. because he wrote I.. and I’m feeling very un WEish lol and 4. because I really don’t know how to feel about Alaska…. He seems so excited and I told him we would go together and I meant that. I love him. I just needed him to support me before everyone else… or am I being crazy again? :p
farfromwhereyouare Asked:
OMGG people need to chill out haha i call my boyfriend my hubby all the timee! and he calls me the wife or the wifey! lmao its not a big deal they need to get a life and go creep somewhere else hahaaha
Omg thank you! :)
Anonymous Asked:
he is not your husband yet!! jeeze....
Thanks for all the hate mail guys :) Me calling him my husband really offended you? I LOVE MY HUSBAND. WOOOOOO get mad. Oh and to the others calling me fat ass and telling me my husband will leave me, that’s not what he said ;p
Joe called me early this morning. We were talking and he told me he wasn’t going to be able to get 10 days of leave to help me move. I got upset, not at him but at the fact that I got 10 days of seeing him taken away. I was looking forward to it. Then he got mad at me? We didn’t even get a chance to talk it out because he had to go…
Laying in bed… I miss my husband so much…
G babys new pick up line: so you like my fanny pack ;)
Sundae yummmys!! Love this girl :)
Getting ready to go to work :) looking forward to tonight! Talking to my love and then date night with Emily! :) Manfa has her MCATs tomorrow and I want to wish her good luck, I know she’ll do awesome :)
Soo hi :) i haven’t written in a while. I have been working every day and trying to take as many hours as I can before I quit. This is one of my displays I did that actually turned out okay :) The managers had me doing visuals for the store even though I had no idea what I was doing and have no training like the rest of them. I am house sitting/ animal sitting for my Aunt this week. She went to North Carolina to visit her best friend. She has been posting pictures on facebook and it looks beautiful. I can’t believe I will be living there soon. The house is really lonely. I can’t help but wonder if this is what it will be like if Joe deploys. Hopefully by then I will be busy with school and friends that it will go by faster. Today I went to my grandparents house with my dad to drop off their car. My grandpa started going off on me about missing my sister’s graduation. Asking me why I couldn’t wait to move until she moves away. I get that this is very important and I am sooooo proud of her but why does it make me a horrible person to try and go make a life for myself too? I feel like he thinks of me as the greatest disappointment. He said some pretty horrible things about my husband and me. My grandma turned to me and said do what you need to do and that’s what I plan on doing. Anyways I have to go to work now :) leave me messages! <3